Condi's Box Lunch at the Y
I love Brahms because Brahms is actually structured. And he's passionate without being sentimental. I don't like sentimental music, so I tend not to like Liszt, and I don't actually much care for the Russian romantics Tchaikovsky and Rachmaninoff, where it's all on the sleeve. With Brahms it's restrained, and there's a sense of tension that never resolves.
I STARED AT THAT quote for about five hours last week, sure that there was a column in it somewhere. For an embarrassingly long time I just drew a blank, pacing back and forth, procrastinating. But then, just before midnight last Friday, I was sure I had it-the opening line, anyway. So I threw it on the page and then raced downstairs to restock my work area with caffeinated beverages.
I have two bodegas on my corner. One is staffed by smiling, reticent Chinese ladies in their late thirties who always act like they've never seen me before, even though I'm in there five times a day. The other is darker, has flickering lights, and is run by two Lebanese men-one a gigantic mute who makes stinky sandwiches, the other a profane midget comedian with a pencil moustache who handles the register and has something astonishing to say every time you go in.
I always-always-choose the Chinese ladies. I wouldn't trust them not to bludgeon and eat me in a lifeboat situation, but they're non-judgmental about my shopping decisions. However, they close earlier than Team Lebanon. Whenever I'm in a late-night professional panic, the Chinese ladies are always already gone, and I'm forced into the leering place with the flickering lights.
So last week I rushed in there and grabbed a bunch of sodas. Put them on the counter. Leering Moustache looked up at me and smiled.
"Friday night," he said. "Gotta get some ass."
I frowned. "Excuse me?" I said.
"Friday night, man," he said. "Gotta get ass. It ain't Friday night if you're not getting ass. You getting some ass, big man?"
"No," I said. "I'm working."
"That's bullshit," he said. "Working on Friday night. Your boss is full of some shit, man."
"It's not his fault," I said. "I could have been finished. But I just sat on my ass all day long because I couldn't think of how to start. I'm like a writer. Writers don't get ass. They get reactions."
He shook his head. "You'd be better off cutting that shit out and just getting some ass," he said. He looked at my two 20-ounce Diet Cokes. "That's $2.93, man."
I ignored him and just stood there with my hands on my hips. "You want to hear what I'm writing? What I'm writing right now?"
He laughed, looked up at me with dread, then turned down the sandwich counter. "I don't know," he said. "Hey, Rami!" he called out. "Do I want to hear what this guy's writing?"
Rami said nothing.
Register man turned back to me and sighed. "Okay," he said. "Tell me what you're writing."
"Okay," I said, smiling. "It's an article. It's called 'Condoleezza Rice Is Going to Lick Your Beaver.'" I pointed at him, then folded my arms. "You see? It's about how Condoleezza Rice is going to lick your beaver."
He glared at me. "I don't have no beaver, man."
"Whatever you say," I said. Then I pulled out my wallet. "You said $2.93?"
"Yeah," he said.
I pulled the money out and gave it to him. He rang up. I reached for the bag.
"Hey, wait," he said.
"Yeah?" I said, stopping.
"Why you wanna say that Condoleezza Rice is going to lick my beaver, dude? What the fuck is wrong with you?"
I gave him the warm smile. "Not your beaver," I said. Then I waved a hand in all directions, indicating the whole canvas of existence. "Your beaver. The universal beaver. Like if you were a woman and you had a beaver, that beaver. All these years, she's been wanting to lick your beaver. And now she's going to get her chance, because she's going to be secretary of state. Now she's going to lick everybody's beaver. She's going to start in Japan and work her way west. She's been holding back all these years, but now she's got four years, and no one's going to stop her. She's going to go absolutely fucking crazy!"
Register Man stared at me, wide-eyed. "Hey, Rami," he said, not taking his eyes off me. "Get a load of this guy, man."
"You know what the title of her first book was?" I asked. "Do you?"
He laughed. "No," he said, resigned. "No, I don't. What was it?"
"It was called The Soviet Union and the Czechoslovak Army, 1948-1983: Uncertain Alliance," I said. "Three hundred and three pages. Princeton University Press. Princeton University Press! You see what I'm getting at?"
"No," he said.
"Look," I said. "On the surface, this book is about the relationship of the Soviet army to the armies of the communist satellites. It's what you call a 'nuanced analysis,' showing that it like wasn't this big monolithic bloc but a bunch of fragile relationships." I shook my head. "But actually it wasn't about that at all. The whole thing-every single page-was about eating pussy."
He frowned at me. "So what's your point?" he asked.
"Well," I admitted, "I hadn't gotten that far yet."
"You trying to say that that Rice lady is a lesbian, right? What, are you prejudiced?"
"Well, no..." I said. "You see, it's sort of a joke... I'm trying to say something about..."
"About what?" he said.
I frowned. "Look, at the end of the article, I'm going to have her walking up a red carpet to the APEC conference in Santiago, and she's flanked by like 50 Secret Service guys, all serious and looking in all directions, and she's singing 'Sugar Walls.' That, interspersed with images of these F-117s screaming over some Arabian desert on the other side of the world, dropping shitloads of ordnance, huge explosions everywhere, bodies sizzling, and you just hear her voice: Temperatures rise inside my sugar walls... You remember that song? The Sheena Easton song?"
"Shit," he said. "Sheena Easton. I remember her."
"And you remember who wrote 'Sugar Walls'?" I said.
Suddenly a voice shot out from behind the sandwich counter.
"Prince," said Rami. I didn't know he talked until then.
"That's right!" I said. "Prince! You get it now?"
"Not really," said Register Man. "If she's in Santiago and surrounded by all these guys, when does she lick my beaver?"
"Oh, that's easy," I replied. "She's always licking your beaver."
"When did she start licking my beaver?" he asked.
"Last week," I said. "As soon as they got rid of Colin Powell."
"What did Colin Powell have to do with it?"
I sighed. "Colin Powell didn't accomplish much as secretary of state, but no one was licking anyone's beaver on his watch. That was one line he just wouldn't cross. He as much as announced it every time he went out in public. Every time Condi went on Meet the Press and said something about the United States being 100 percent committed to licking your beaver, he'd be on the phone with Bob Woodward two hours later saying exactly the opposite. That's why they fired him."
"So she can lick my beaver," he said. "Right, boss. Okay."
"She's earned the right," I protested. "She was loyal."
He said nothing and stared at me. I grabbed my Cokes and headed toward the door. "Well, good night," I said.
He nodded. "Have a good one."